shit.
they wouldnt let me go in. felt so freakin pissed, relieved and crap at the same time.. for a quite some time now.
but i realise, maybe it's just God's way of saying things don't always go your away. anybody's way. and instead of running away, face that obstacle and break that barrier.

oh man.
anelie just came online.
so late at night?
argghh ANELIE! *PIAK!*
trying to escape me, are you?!

AND CHOCHO!!
ohh man i can;t believe it.
nope, no i am not staying.
for anyone.
anyone but him- but he's not online anyway LOL.

dude. i feel a thunder in my heart. for you.

thunder in my heart- mech / leo sayer
standing here alone with you wondering what it is that I'm supposed to do and there you are with the love light in your eye the bridges are burnt down your arms are open wide am i in to deep? or should i swim to the shore? is this the real thing? I don't know but I've never been here before
and I feel a thunder in my heart that I can't control.
I feel a thunder in my heart
should I walk away or follow my soul?
I feel a thunder in my heart
where it comes from I just don't know
oh no, oh no there's a storm ragin' deep in my soul there's a howlin' wind that I just can't control there's a fire inside me I can't explain every time you touch me my love falls like rain I've only known you for an hour or more the time is standin' still your love has opened up the door
I feel a thunder in my heart it takes my breath away I feel a thunder in my heart
will I ever be the same?
I feel a thunder in my heart
it's telling me you're here to stay oh no, oh no
there's a thunder in my heart there's a thunder in my heart there's a thunder in my heart there's a thunder in my heart
take me baby, I'm all yours
do just what you wanna do with my love let's not let the night overtake us 'cos what's happening right now may make or break us do you feel the way I do?
open up your heart now, baby
I'm comin' through.
I feel a thunder in my heart takin' my breath away I feel a thunder in my heart since I met you I'll never be the same I feel a thunder in my heart I know you're here to stay I feel a thunder in my heart takin' my breath away I feel a thunder in my heart since I met you I'll never be the same I feel a thunder in my heart I know you're here to stay