ever realised things about yourself that you don't really want yourself to have?
i do. i just did. LOL.
i want too much in life.
which, in other words, means i'm ambitious, i know, and that's good.
but, yea. the continual.. "transgressions" of .. , what seems to be, family standards and expected ambition levels (if that makes sense LMAO) .. have evidently been eliciting the kind of beleaguerment people would not expect from a fifteen-year-old, year 11 student and driving them to.. perpetual insanity.
yes it is that bad.
regardless. i shall highlight my ambitions in life. the ones in the near future anyway.
1. go to flightcamp
2. be on an adventure
3. get A average. for everything.
4. get into trinity
5. get into yale law
6. join a soccer or rugby team
7. learn to play golf (well)
8. get my Blues or Reds in muay thai (i dont know what comes after green!)

OKAY.
stop.
i'm bidding you farewell..
for i..
am off..
to bed..

i shan't prognosticate as to which i would most likely achieve.
wouldnt dream of it.