mmm.. mufti day tomorrow! wonder what i'll wear haha
oh man it's friday tomorrow.. the friday i've been looking forward to but .. i don't know.. now i don't want it to come that soon anymore. i don't know.. i've been so happy for the past few days. like.. seriously happy. nothing's been worrying me. but.. now that it's friday.. a part of me is like.. i dont know. scared? afraid of the unknown? afraid.. that everything would return to hell and i'd be hurt again?
why am i so weak? such a coward..
i have to face this. accept it. get over it. completely.
and i have.. i probably have.
then why am i so scared?
