fatso

ahh i'm so fat. seriously my diet isnt working so now i'm even fatter than before
shit i dont like this. I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT!
..ooh can't nobody do it like you? say, everything little thing you do..hey, baby, say, stays on my mind, and i.. i'm officially missing you..
mmph so much work to do, so little time. and yea no i'm not in the mood to do work. plus cuz i'm fat. i hate it when i feel fat like this lol i'm going mad.
went to pim for the whole of yesterday.. and i got pushed outside the cinema like on the stairs so i half fell and my heels broke! LOL. well, one of them anyway. crappy, crappy! and then in the evening i went to starbucks puri with rheza.. get some fresh air. felt good to see him again and to do something different lol.
ahhh i'm so fat i cant go back to sleep
but i cant start work either cuz i'm to sleepy....


OH WELL.


... God? is it wrong to want him?