today.. ughh. sad, sad day today.
school was alright. then after school i went to mma to catch up with my boys (and girls LOL).
couldnt train so i just watched.
ohh maaann.. i miss them so much!!
i was like.. about to cry and stuff. :(
so yea. saw james/matt, josh/william, richie, joseph, jeremy (yes of course) and .. a girl and another girl and another girl. lol. sorry.. forgot their names. and it's the first time i met the last one.
nd then i saw oli. OMG OLI IS SO DIFFERENT NOW!!
i swear. omg. i had THE biggest shock in my life.
i'm still shocked. till now.
.... :| but anw.
then after all that time bottling up, i finally cracked.
yea. cuz of my bro.
i can't stand him, man. i just.. seriously lost it.
thankfully kevin and evelyn were online.. and.. uhh.. enlightened me with their thoughts. and advice.
so yea. thanks guys! (:
UGH. for some reason i miss kevs so much now :(
is that wrong?
but anyway, hope tomorrow you guys have a rocking day, like i hope mine does. lmao.

* cuz it's you & me , & all other people with nothing to do, nothing to lose
and it's you & me, & all other people, & i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off you *
-you & me , lifehouse.