r.i.p david
we love you, emma. stay strong.

to you. i dont know what i did. i know i said i'd forget about you already, and i did. but i dont know why these past few days i've been missing you. heaps. suddenly i remember all the good times we shared, and i miss you. so much. i miss your presence. i miss having you around.. knowing you're there. i miss your jokes. the crap shit you did everyday. the way you read the newspaper. the way you crave for bits of crap that wouldnt matter if the world did last tomorrow. i miss your smell. and when you do smell good, the whole hallway would too. i miss your room. .. i miss. i miss you, man. i miss your brilliance. your.. your everything. i hate the way it all turns out. and i dont care about everything people've said. i dont. and i dont believe them either. and i'm sorry. for everything. i just wish you'd know that. i wish we're back the way we were before.
and i'm not asking for much. all i want is a text back.

yea, you bleed just to know you're alive.