you're different. you've changed.

trained with jeremy alone today.
sucky birthday.
even my bro missed the bday dinner.
which only 3 people attended btw..
1 of whom were unwilling
and another of whom had got no other choice.
it's bound to be a sour fiftyn man.
i cried when i found out mom "forgot" bout today being my bday.
she was gonna cook.
she was gonna COOK, for God's sakes!!!
she NEVER cooks on someone's birthday.
nd i almost cried when i found out that my bro wasnt gonna be at the dinner.
and it's just heartbreaking. you know?
knowing that.. my bday is just.. not important.. not significant..
to anyone.
it means NOTHING.
i might as well dun have a bday right.
but MILLION THANKS to the dudes who wished me a happy bday
luv uu alll...